I wish the entire book by Lilly Daché was included, as I would have loved to learn more about her background. When did she come to America? Why did she leave Paris? Did she intend to stay here forever? It was a great insight to how Coney Island affected the everyday person. She talked about how she knew that she knew she should not be doing what she was, but did not care. It gave her a chance to live her life she way she wanted to live it, not the way other people wanted her to live it. She said she “felt wicked but happy.” Is happiness worth it? Worth it to throw away everything? Go against your parents’ wishes and your values?
For someone who has given a lot a thought about what happiness is and what it means, even I don’t feel comfortable making this call. I know what it is like to be miserable all the time, but at least I stayed true to myself and what I believed. My dream is to know what pure happiness feels like, but I do not know if I could lose myself in the process. Such a hard decision. I would have avoided it completely.